love

p/s: picture only for display, not the “他”
暗恋的滋味还蛮不错嘛！
他，
高高的，瘦瘦的+肥肥的=健康类，架着一副和我不一样款的眼镜， 有时看去好像很帅，有时看去好像很性感，有时看去又很阳光似的，有时看去又很man， 有时看去好像很beng，有时看去好像很有安全感，有时，啊！我是变态吗？
他，
都是一个好好人。经常会发现走在人群中最后的我。
他，
都很善于帮助人。经常都会辅助迷失在人群中的我。
他，
都很精通所有乐器。虽然我还没真正的亲眼亲耳见证过。
他，
都很有读书材料。虽然成绩不是好到满天飞的那一种。
他，
都还算是有运动细包。经常都会定时作运动壮身体。
他，
都还算有心，还是没心呢？有时就理我，有时却又不睬我。
他，
有时可以让我心跳加速，也可以让我心脏停止跳动。
他，
有时让我热，有时让我冷，有时让我软，有时让我硬。
总之，对我而言，
他，
就让我觉得暗恋好爽 *___*

you

我不喜欢狐狸 狐狸是一种很可怕和另人讨厌的动物！ 有时，我为自己感到骄傲，因为我长大了，耶！ 哈哈，很可笑吧。 在人生中，没跌过倒就不知道痛，也不会学习爬起来， 没失去过，也不懂得怎样去争取，不懂得怎样去珍惜。 我慢慢的学会了不要去干涉别人， 这样我会更解脱，自在。 我也知道，爱我所做的一切，不要做我所爱的一切。 师父说：”禅坐是一种心地功夫， 除了腿子要软， 性情也要软，心地更要柔软。 一个心地柔软的人，凡是容易感动。 别人有恩于他，固然感恩， 别人伤害了她，她也能慈悲包容，不能怨恨。 所以，心底柔软的人， 就像海绵容易吸水，自然不会枯谢。 最后，我也知道 ~爱一个人并不一定要拥有他， 只要他幸福，自己也会感到快乐~

the past

THANK YOU for giving me the sweetest first love,
THE warmest hugs and kisses,
THE most romantic surprises and gifts,
THE rose that given each week, and slowly month by month (tho just display in the washroom),
THE love letters and the love notes that given once in a while,
THE childish yet joyful picnics and outings with local food and drink,
THE useful advices and supports,
THE enjoyable trip,
THE presence when i need someone,
THE precious lessons and experiences that thought me to grow,
and the so many THE and THE,
i will not forget in my entire life ^_^

life in university

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time flies.. i've been studying in University Putra Malaysia (UPM), Serdang, for about 3months already.. thank god for giving me this good luck and the chance to step in university (fyi, i was quite notorious for skipping classes and school and seldom study for the exam).. but proud to say that, i made it! yea, i made it, being the first child in my family to enter local university :) tho is only local university but not everybody can get it.. wink! life in uni aint that easy like what i thought before this, but i have no regrets of going for it.. in the front 2months of schooling everybody were pretty free and chilling around the kiosk or the kolej's hall every night or everyday. chit chatting, watch ASTRO, play ping pong, practise for this and that. but after that 2months assignments and presentations come 1 by 1. opss its not 1 by 1, suppose to be 2 by 2 and 3 by 3 :s there is a new word loaded in my dictionary, 'stress'. stress can be positive and negative. so should i congrat to myself for now only start having stress? the difficult of assignments and the selfishness of 'some' peoples make me feel stress. i love to sleep. but lately i have very insufficient of sleep due to activities and assignments! arghhhhhhhhhhh..