frust

-latest 'cat face' of muaaa with si fu-

Is it my bad day? Today after class i went out by myself to The Mines to buy some souvenirs. My purse was almost empty and only left 20bux. Hmm i was wondering can i buy anything with that small sum of cash? Fine, will go withdraw money at the long lost atm machine when i reach at The Mines. When reached there and stepped into the mall, i was exciting to look around for brooches and i got it from far, the shining shining thingy. I straight to the atm machine and queue. While waiting for my turn, i hold my card and have a look with it tho its only 1 simple stupid card. I found out at the surface of the chip had few black dots or scratches kind of like damage face then i just thought like arh every card also would be like that even our mykad. When it was my turn, i inserted the card type password and bla. Transaction loading and suddenly came out the words 'device failure'! Fcuk, i tried on the other machine the same words came out too. Ain't that easy to give up coz i really need cash that time. So i went to the RHB and Maybank atm machine give a damn try and all failed too. I was so piss off. Imagine the moment you are so so in need of cash and both the credit card and atm card were not functioned. I called mom and asked her why is the card so lousy?! Why is everything in cip also da lousy?! As some way to cool down myself, Starbucks is the best place for me and i got something to eat and drink with my card. Thanks mom :) 

xoxo

miss you

I don't care what you will talk about me, a serious home sicker or anak manja, i just wanna say that i M I S S you terribly, horribly and vegetably....
my daddy Henry, my mommy Sam, my kor kor Boy Boy, my mui mui Suen Mui Zai, my cute cute puppy Lassie, my ma ma, my ah ma, my ah gong and of course my gem ZABBH...
Its been month i din go back to my sweet homey but thank God we are still keeping in touch all the time via mobile. Yes, no wonder the phone bil are in 3 figure every month. By the way missing my brother whom is in the Nasional Service Camp site (Muadzam Syah) now. Just listen to the description of mommy and sis aren't enough, imma can't wait to see your almost-bold head and LOL :)

p/s: my loves and misses for you guys will never fade~ 
xoxo

grant me pls

-This is the  top-wanted-wish. I wish that he is my baby. LMAO-
Aiyayaeeeiii.. Am so in love with Abba's songs.. Super Trouper ~am sick or tired of everything~
I hope that there is a lucky angel by my side..
I have many 'ridiculous' wishes!
I wish that i can get marks without handling the Pengenalan Komunikasi Massa assignments..
I wish that i can have the priority to have holiday first..
I wish that i can be successful in doing everything like go for interview..
I wish that i would have deck of casheSS or cardSSS with me so that i can spend without thinking much..
I wish that i can have a smart and briliiant brain so that i don't needa to be so headache when doing assignment or die hard of thinking what to write on the English online forum..
I wish that i can have a personal flight so that i can fly back homey-Kuantan anytime as i want..
I wish that i can have my ideal-dream-partner right now..
I wish that i can fly all over the world with somebody's sponsor every year..
I wish that, am not too greedy in all my 'ridiculous' wished ^,^

x o x o

simply

*Today, i open my pendrive and look back the old photos of mine. This picture is taken at beach by my old friend, Tun Seng or Hoon Leng during secondary school time :)*

It's week 10 now, which means i still have 4 more weeks of schooling and will be the end of second semester. I was thinking what have i really achieve or done during this semester. Did i really improve myself and learn something new? Yes, i think so. Am more saving after came back from the winter place as i know i will to spend up a big sum of money end of this year again.

I just can't stand of the-not-stable-weather these days. It really makes me feel hot and cold. Rainy and sunny and rainy and sunny. Suddenly, i miss all the seniors. Its like been quite some time no meeting or gathering with you guys/gals. Or oppppps, should say that, you guys always have activities but i can't make it. 

Putra fm is looking for announcer and had an open interview for those who are interested. Since i was interested in this job and not manage to go last semester, so i decided to go for it this time. The interview is hard for me and i think i was sucks in that. My self confidence is not as much as i imagine when i was inside the room facing 1 main interviewer and 3 others 'penumpang' interviewer or listeners may be? Not that  desperate sangat want to be an announcer but argh, really not satisfied with myself la! After came out from that room, my mood was like oh no oh fcuk oh what am i oh how can i be so useless kononla mahasiswi. My whole minded was filling with regret! I felt regret that why i don't practise and read more English materials! My knowledge is so so tiny and the speaking voice is only in one tone *frust betul2*

Somehow thank god, at the same time my darling daddy whom just landed called me. He got me my wanted perfume The Beat and i take that as my 'consolation prize' to cure my down mood. I love my dad the most!!Huuuhu. . . I have not meet with daddy for errrr 5 weeks, miss him :(  

p/s: thank 'you' for your hard work. i can see that youre trying your best lately. i heart you much!!! XOXO

是将吗？

有时我不知道我是不是要求太高了
还是我想太多
我每次都告诉自己
你可以对人家好 可是你不能期望人家也会以你对人家的方式对待会你
但是 啊 好像还是很难做到 算了吧 人 是需要被一些事情磨练才会成长的 不能事事都顺意
我发觉 时下的年轻人真的和以前变得越来越不像话
不是我很老 我也是在这个年代出生的年轻人啊
但是我认为 在家里就要跟家规 出到外面 你要怎样搞 做任何事 两个字赠你 保重
三更半夜去看戏会比较爽 和一大班朋友出去也就更爽 喝茶更是免不了的事
你 如果你是一个女孩子 有没有想过有时在家里的妈妈是会担心突然间 乱七八糟的心情全走完出来还好家里有几分钱可以供我用 让我有机会到处飞去我已经等不及多几个月的来临了