Poor eyes

Whenever we go, trouble certainly does follow. Only with a joyful heart we can find fun everywhere. (photo taken in Ringnes, Norway, 2008)

My left eyes was sick yesterday because of virus infection. Went to see eye specialist doctor and she said it was virus instead of bacteria infection (being charged for RM71 for 2 lil bottles eye drop and consultant). Sounded serious therefore I had to cancel to work, stay at grandma's house and "nap" for the whole afternoon. Anyway I was quite down because of some silly family problems. I wonder is 'fair and square' really exist? Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture of when we were young, back to the 80s and 90s, pure and naive days. I miss my late grandfather as in I always imagine that how good is that if he is still alive. 3 more weeks to go to be in a new year and 2 more weeks to go to be in Thailand. Kap, kap, kap~ Gotta go dress up and make-up to work. My eye is okay now but doctor said I should not wear contact lense for few days. So I must wear spect to work later. Aishh, must be very not used to it! Have a grande day ;)) hugs...

Happy year

Yay, December is here. Time flies so so so so fast and its getting faster and faster each year. Finally come to an end of the year of 2010. I'm thinking what I've been through this whole year. Ups and downs, rights and lefts! I suddenly feel that this year is a good year for me because I learnt and see so much during my internship then I also enjoy my holiday by doing some benefit activities. Well its not that I don't benefit my time in the past holidays. May be we have grown up day by day so this time I "utilized" my time in a better way.

I just back from K.L few days ago and back to my part time work now. Aikss human being is very interesting creatures with so many much lots of personalities. It's good if we meet with the positive people but you see I feel unhappy with the selfish people around me. I know I must accept the fact that people are selfish. No use to comment them because I'm not that perfect either. Just want to share with you that, a person can achieve everything by being simple and HUMBLE.

Anyway, I especially love this year's Christmas. Had prepared a X'mas present to be exchanged with my Zhu Seng and at the same time quite looking forward for mine as well ;)

Ciao x x x x x

P/S: craving for Chanel's comestics and Gucci is on salessssssssss up to 30% !!!!!!!!!

Can I have another one?

When people see my tattoo, some will say.. "eiii, don't tattoo anymore. you will hate it when you get older".. "eiii, next time if you regret and bored of your tattoo want laser it off very pain 1 wor".. "wow, you are so brave. isn't it hurt?".. "it's a very pretty piece but how can you look at your back everyday?"..

Whatever it is, I ignore the negative feedback and only receive the positive comments~ LOL

I think I'm a procrastinator and lazy type person BUT, BUT, BUT once I'm into something, I will work it as soon as I can. Just like if I wanna go backpack, I will plan and go within months. So as if I wanna have some permanent ink on my body, I will collect various of designs and do it!

Honestly and undeniably, I don't remember when I fall in love with tattoo but I know it was also a little influence by the youngest aunt of mine. Flowers (purity), sacred signs (energy) and family portrait (faith and fate) are the only picture that will be inked on me. Hope that one day I can fit all the wished-to-ink-pictures at my back piece ;))

What to do during my break?

-Me with all the "big face"- Great grandmother, grandmother, mother and mother's sister-

Currently having a very long uni break. Well what I do everyday? I did a part time job selling skin care products (Lancome) at the early November in East Coast Mall, Kuantan. It was just about 10 days but I had fun and personally learnt a lot in my job. As we know Lancome do have 3 ranges which are the skin care, perfumes and cosmetic. Quite a pricey brand though but quality things! Other than the about-10-days-job, I just wandered around town/home (spend time) with my family.

Ohyea, the main thing that I wanna express here is that I love my parents and grandmother very very much and I also miss my Zhu Seng very very much. The parents and grandmother really supporting me a lot financially although I'm not working nor studying, as in: the trip to Sabah and China, shopping on my favorite stuff and spa that always rejuvenate my body and mind. What else can I ask for? Really couldn't find any people that will treat me and offering me all these goodies besides them and Zhu Seng. Then, at the meantime Zhu Seng is still having practical when I started 2 months earlier than him enjoy my holiday, one in K.L and the other one in Kuantan. I miss him!

Explorace 2010 Bukit Gambang

I had an unforgettable time during the last weekend. My family and I went to the Bukit Gambang Resort City Kuantan Family and Friends Explorace. We were the first batch of participants as this was the resort first time organizing this game. The explorace is sort of like Amazing Race but of course it was much more easier and relax than the real game as it didn't have any elimination!

Our package: 2D1N family suite at RM450 (np RM592), included breakfast, dinner and waterpark entry for 4 pax

We were in the 15th out of 20th. We suppose to get more front place but we missed read the last instruction ;( Its okay, we gained experience and will participate again next year

This was one of the challenges: "Menganyam atap"

We have to solve riddles, overcome obstacles and tough it out in the wild to win

Sincerely thanks to the fantastic team work and support! We'll see you again next year EXPLORACE ^_^

miaao

Everyday at different times things happened . I just told mom that as a humanbeing, we are like one piece of clean white paper and til the end of the day the paper is filled with stories. So, sad or happy, we must live life to the fullest. I read updated blog post of friends and I feel so motivated to update mine as well but still the same reason, lazy make me lost control ;p

Blame on you, LAZY

"Smile whatever the hardest thing come to you."

再站起来，往前走，因为更美好的自己就在前面。

It's a good phrase and I try to apply to myself now.

I'm a sensitive and emotional person. My mood can be very good at time but also can drop to the very hell deep at the next moment. I'm also a very lazy person. Because of all these I feel hard to have great achievement. I don't know why since I know all my weakness but I still don't want to overcome it! God damn me...

Lomo outing

Been spending great days with my Zhu Seng and I'm totally loving it! I'm so eagerdesperately to be married to him, propose to me please ;p So, I just came back from a Lomo outing with him and Lomo gangs. We bought ticket for taking the Hop On Hop Off KL, RM12 with student id while RM17 with Malaysian id. I reminisced so much of my South Africa and China trip because I did the similar things when I was at that 2 places. Somehow I don't really enjoy the outing as my internship report is incomplete.

Off to shower then continue gambateh for my report (should say gambateh for Zhu Seng in helping me to do my report. hehehe)

Zhang Jia Jie, China

Just came back from an one week trip to China with my grandmother and I'm right at K.L's home now. Physically in Malaysia but mentally I'm still at China! I gained lots of knowledge travelling with bunch of old folks fyi I was the youngest in our group. Went to 3 places in Hunan Province (Zhang Jie Jie, Phoenix Town and Chang Sha). According the locals, it is said that Hunan is always rain. Out of 360 days the place rain for 200 days. That is not a good sign for tourists like us -_- Other than this, distance in between the places that we visited was far thus we wasted loads of time sitting in the bus. I guess that it is travelling with tour group and especially to China ;) Here is some info of where is Zhang Jia Jie:

Zhang Jia Jie (湖南张家界国家森林公园), the most notable geographic features of the park are the pillar-like formations that are seen throughout the park. They are the result of many years of erosion. The weather is moist year round, and as a result, the foliage is very dense. Much of the erosion which forms these pillars are the result of expanding ice in the winter and the plants which grow on them. These formations are a distinct hallmark of Chinese landscape, and can be found in many ancient Chinese paintings. One of the park's quartz-sandstone pillars, the 3,544-foot Southern Sky Column, had been officially renamed "Avatar Hallelujah Mountain" (阿凡达-哈利路亚山) in honor of the eponymous film in January 2010.

According to park officials, photographs from Zhang Jia Jie inspired the floating Hallelujah Mountains seen in the film. The film's director and production designers said that they drew inspiration for the floating rocks from mountains from around the world, including those in the Hunan province. (Wikipedia)

p/s: hope to visit big city in China like Beijing and Shanghai in near future!

Melacca getaway

It's so cool travel with them. I went to Melacca with sister and zhu seng for 2D1N and ONLY had spent about 500, totally worth. We stayed at some guest house around Jonker Street and then loiter with a bundle of laughs. Pictures paint thousand words:

What else, a couple picture *love*

Nice Gula Melaka Chendol and A Moy in Sam Suk Gong

Yummeh chicken rice, asam fish and coconut drink beside of Sam Suk Gong

So true for me

我改變不了這個環境，

就只能去適應環境，

因為無論在什麼時候，

都是適者生存，

人只有融會貫通，

才能走得更遠。

Bill Gates speech: 11 rules your kids did not and will not learn in school

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world doesn't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

I'm not a loser~

Haha sorry for being such a slacker and super lack of updates.

Well you know sometimes I'm just kinda of jealous people having so many things to blog about. I do have a wonderful life but guess that I'm really not good in expressing myself and also afraid that readers will laugh at my grammar mistakes. Friends used to tell me who cares about whatsoever grammar or structure when it comes to your personal blog. Yeaa! SSo er finally I ended my fucking internship last week. We are suppose to do our intern for 5 months but we ended earlier for about 1 month eh? You know, what I can say is I tried my best in everything I do during my intern and as a newbie of this fucking working world, please be aware and more polite when you guys speak. Intern does not mean we are not human right? You might think that we are unintelligent and slower than others but please really you should mind your fucking mouth and guide us more. Okay whatever, paiseh paiseh, its over and I know I should not start a post with insults since the last post? Anyway holiday get started and like usual I do have many planned trips ahead: Melacca- China- Sabah- Thailand. Look like they are all "cheap" places but whooaaho, going with my loved ones make these places priceless!

p/s: "cheap thing no good thing". was so happy yesterday to get cheap body waxing but my skin is so itchy right now? so guess that its true, "cheap thing no good thing"

til then

xoxo

I hate Monday

Monday=BLUE=Monday=BLUE=Monday=BLUE

I'm just so emo today may be because late sleep yesterday night went to Library and had fun with the bf. It's been practical and I slowly get used to it. Working is boring and I prefer studying. Mom and aunt visited me last weekend but they are back now. I miss them so much. I told mom sometimes I rather be like the pet in our house, the toy poddle- Lassie. Everyday eat, sleep and hang out with my parents. Mom said this is life when you are young. You need to learn and go for more challenges while you are still have the young people energy. Whatever I'm just so lazy to work today! Bahhhhhhh...

xx

報告書

The KTAR interns (the unfriendly ones) and this event ~Edward Kong South Sea Pearl~ was their last event.

With Amber Chia. I know I look stupid and I don't know why I was so eager to have a shot with her?!

The crews, camera men and lighting group. They did a great job ;)

Interviewed Mary@host of Mary Go Round. I dislike her attitude. Arrogant and kept on complaining! She always had the thought that "I'm a model, give me what I need!" Fcuk!

Weekly report to my boss

還記得第一天上班的心情很緊張也很開心，因為上了這麼久的課終於真正有機會踏入社會工作。去到公司的一早就打了電話給公司的一個號碼幫我開門，過後才知道那是老闆的電話，在一大清早最好別打擾老闆。進到辦公室，原以為同事們都會很和藹可親，很樂意幫助教導我們。可是一切都沒我想像中的那麼好。同事們看起來都好像比較“酷”。我唯有主動去向他們問好及自我介紹。我認為他們應該向我們這些新來的介紹及說說關於他們在公司的經驗，可是他們看起來不太樂意分享。突然間我覺得有種陌生感，甚至是恐懼感。有時我本想自動自發去找事情來做，但卻不懂我可以做什麼。

在第一個星期裏我們就有個EVENT到BANGSAR去。第一次出外，確實什麼都不會，真的很多東西要學。在那裡我大概見識到我的工作範圍。我知道接下來的日子還會有很多“戰要打”。 不知不覺一個星期過了，發現到我依然幫不了大忙，只能幫忙做瑣碎的事情，例如，上網找資料及幫老闆翻譯信件等。有時真的會有一點不好意思，來到這裡工作什麼都幫不上。在這兩個星期雖然做的東西不是很多，可是卻令我見識不少。希望在未來的日子裏可以向國富，WAYNE,及老闆們多多學習。

Stress

Life's not easy.

I'm not complaining.

I have no right to and I'm very aware that I'm already a lucky person.

But why cant people appreciate me a little more?

Am I not nice enough..

I would be glad if someone can offer me a helping hand sometimes like I help others.

Am I asking too much although I'm still new?

I will get emotional and upset too.

Well~ Work is work, life is life.

Life is no work. Work is no life!

Eternity

I believed no matter how hard to maintain a relationship, there are always something to hold on in each other. It is LOVE

I love you~♥

Simple lovely gestures make the best memories.

Internship

No one know what's happen next.

Life is to experience! Enjoy it no matter it is sadness or joyful~

Because i believe that difficulties make me "growth"

Shining Star Production House, place where I'm doing industrial training

高凌凤-One of the artist of Shining Star

Editing and writing caption production

Some of the posters

Our place! All the colleagues went out for lunch and left the 3 of us

Casual wear for the first day ^_^

Everyone is focusing... On Facebook!