over caring?

why?
why the good things i did nobody will see or mention or remember?
but when i accidently did a small mistake, you will remember about it all the time..
i always loyal and be your only faithful follower, i didn't betray you..
i only wana chil with friends once in a while, at late night nor day time..
like that also have to get permission from you?
i can stay at home or hang out with friends..
but i know you are alone, so i choosed to go to the fucking old folks dinner with you..
over caring is positive or negative?
any problem if a guy daily texting me or ask me to have meal together?
is that a sign shown that he is interested with me?
come on wtf mind is that!!
i know you are good but sometimes you really need to stand on my side to think for me..
i don't want to have the disappointed feelings on you..
don't make me hate you darling..